head
your heart races away
then throbs
like a hammered thumb
your arms and legs
tingle intensely
lost
to your control
you are shaking
you need
to throw up
your chest
tightens
you can barely
breathe
an invisible hand
is choking you
you are hot
sweat drips
from every pore
you are cold
chilled
to the core
you are losing
your mind
you are going
insane
you are going
to die
but it’s all just
in your head
all of it
in your head
just
in your head
Jacob Friesenhahn
Jacob Friesenhahn teaches Religious Studies and Philosophy at Our Lady of the Lake University in San Antonio. His poems have appeared in BOMBFIRE, Burrow, Calla Press, Canary, The Lake Front, Litbreak Magazine, and Nostalgia Press.